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Name: Megan
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Lima
Birthday: 4/23/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Music is my biggest interest, I mean come on it's my major. Percussion is my concentration, but I also play oboe, piano, and I sing. Another interest of mine is tattoos...I'm pretty much obsessed, but it's cool.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Business
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  meganninjaq
Member Since:
3/13/2006
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| ...seriously, they are in the oven right now!  It is my friend Hyatt's 26th b-day today...he is old!! Lol. So I made him some cupcakes and I'm going to go chill with him and Pat for a bit tonight! Oh btw...Hippie boy is actually my b/f now yay! His name is Dave, and he is great He passed the friend and best friend test, but he still has the parent, grandma, and big Mo test. I'm sure he'll do just fine  He brought me coffee the other day for no reason and it was the greatest thing ever. I had no idea the little things I was missing out on with every other guy I've picked made such a big difference. I'm getting really close to him. I call him my water buffalo, pocket, and boyfriend. He hasn't given me a petname yet. It's just gotta come out naturally lol We also joke that we are like those otters that hold hands on youtube...look it up it's way cute...because we cuddle together really funny like that sometimes. I'm way happy with him and with life in general right now. Enough sap...sorry! Had to get all that off my mind and onto "paper." Hugs and Kisses. Megan | | |
| ...cuz I'm going down. I miss him...isn't that ridiculous?! I've been away from him since 8am and I freaking miss him already. Sigh. I have a hippie boy, and I think he's kinda mine. I'm never quite sure where we draw the line. Those hippie boys are hard to read, but I'm sure I'm doing fine. I have a hippie boy, and I want him to be mine. We took a bath together, it was romantic. hehehe He's sooooo cute! Even his flaws amaze me. I want this one to work out soooo badly. I want a nice boy for once. Megan p.s. I'm going to fail my marketing exam. But it's ok cuz I'm going home tonight to see my best friend Jen!!!!!! | | |
| ...I want one! Dr. Hook and the medicine show. Awesome. Soooooo the guy I like is practically unattainable. Not so cool. We'll see what happens I suppose. He hates everything I do and yet still likes me? He is constantly bashing on sororities, my partying, guys flirting with me, and how I act. What am I suppose to do???? Whatever. Being a recruitment counselor is a lot more fun than I thought! I love it!! My ex. is now dating the girl that is practically my little...also not cool. But I'm def. over that one. Will things work out the way I want them to this year?? I certainly hope so. Peace.love.etc. Megan | | |
| ...what could be better? Summer is almost over. GASP! And I'm way excited to get back to school. My last post was pretty depressing, but I'm happy to say my summer pretty much ended up kicking major ass! This summer included: - Harry potter movie and book
- Sushi trips
- Hanging with Jlas and Biff
- Random booty call oooo scandel
- Lake trip!!!!!
- Jumping off a giant bridge
- Bonding with future roomie and friends
- Tubing for the first time and rocking at it!
- 2 amazing trips to the beach
- An awesome sunset with a sexy man
- Giggling and getting over EVERYTHING!
- CLOSURE!!!!!
- Lots of trips to hunan gardens
- Being wanted
- Figuring out who I want
- Figuring out who I truly am
- Relaxing and being comfortable
- Just letting go and having an amazing time
- LIVING
- Learning
Beauty and the beast is going to rock so much, and hopefully I will get to spend more time with my crush. I think getting way closer is a definite possibility. I have recruitment to look forward to as well. Then I'll gain many more gorgeous sisters and loves! I can't wait. Junior year at ONU- The year for lovin' life!   | | |
| - ...and I def. cried today. Sigh.
 - I'm sick of being the fuck buddy, the play thing, "that" girl. I HAVE FUCKING FEELINGS. I'm so incredibly frustrated. When is a guy going to like me...for me. I like to think I'm a pretty cool person to hang out with, play with, talk with, and all that jazz. But apparently the guys I'm around only see me as a nice notch to add to their belt. I have pretty low self-esteem as it is. Which causes all kinds of problems...
- This is why I hang onto relationships that may be unhealthy
- This is why I start basing my life and schedule on whoever I'm dating
- This is why I can't just chill out and not worry about EVERYTHING.
It was just a disheartening day to say the least. I still have faith that I'll find the person for me...no rush...I just worry from time to time that guys won't see me as anything more than a nice physical relationship. I can't shut my emotions off and just go with the flow, I've tried and I got more hurt than I think I ever have in my life. Dr. Waters, Katie, and Carrie definately did give me something to look forward to though. They all told me how amazing having children is and how much it changes your life for the better. Dr. Waters said that there is nothing more beautiful in life. Carrie said that it brings out things inside of you that you never knew you had. So life does get better and more beautiful. But I kinda need to learn how to pick my potential daters first. One step at a time. I'm just glad I got to hear them talk about how amazing life can be. | | |
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